Wednesday, December 30, 2009
something feels not right inside my body... de wound is healing up nicely. i tink de scar wun be so bad. but something is rumbling inside my body. at the back of my left lung. no idea wad it is. but it doesnt hurt la. just dat its irritating. i just hope its not internal bleedin or anithing... if not i'll probably hafta get hospitalised again. i tink shud be fine since i dun feel pain. and i dowana post day 5 alr. LOL. basically day 5 in hospital was a very haappy day.
day 5 dey removed the chest tube. wads a chest tube, a tube dat goes straight into my chest. NOT THE LUNGS U MORONS. de tube is pretty big. de circumference is abt de size of a 50cents coin. not exaggerating. i tink its abit bigger den 50cent coin. and de tube is heavy. not say very light. but not very heavy either. hahaha. yea if move too much it will lug ur skin and PAIN. so before dey removed it, lyk 2hrs when de doctor came to check on last time before he confirms dat can take out de tube... i asked him how dey gna take out. HE DIE OSO DOWAN TELL ME. i asked twice. den he finally said, "it'll take arnd 10 minutes only, u'll be very very surprised how its taken out." so of course it made me tink alot... but none of wad i tot of, is real... here's the process of how the large ass tube is taken out.
first they tear out the dressing or bandage covering the tube thats connected to my skin. the point whr it pierces into de body la ok. removing the bandage was dam painful alr. cuz dey bao until dam thick. den tear out dam pain. =.=. stupit nurse. and tearing it out was dam pain oso, cuz IT LUGS THE TUBE AT THE SKIN DERE. dam pain. dats de start... frm den on, i didn't look alr. looking is dam bad, its lyk de pain u exp is times ten. even if no pain u will get pain if u look. so i dint look. i not dat brave. LOL. den frm now on de doctor started briefing me wad's gna happen and wad i MUST DO . pls take note all dis is done in my ward, not even operating theatre. LOL. yea so nxt she told me dat i hafta breathe in and hold my breath. and tell me dun release! she say if i release and im not supposed to, will have complications. so first thing i asked, how long must i hold, so she say, short short onli, she will hold her breathe with mi. btw de doctor removing my tube is a her. ya and so i feel something very stingy nxt, she was undo-in de stitches dat was stitching the tube to my body. den BEFORE I NOE IT, I HEAR HER SAY DAM QUICKLY! "NOW TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND HOLD IT IN!" den i faster suck in and hold it! OMG I DINT NOE WAD WAS GOING ON, SO DARN SUDDEN, I NOT EVEN PREPARED. before i noe it she said, OK ITS OUT! u can breathe out alr. "?!?!?!??!" SO FAST?! it dint even last half a minute. n de tube is out. omg later den i found out dat de doctor n a nurse just ripped out de tube while i held my breathe. lyk literally pull it out dam fast. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA! DE TOT OF IT HURTS LYK NUTS. imagine such a huge tube. its lyk u stab me den u rip out de knife. but it dint hurt alot! i tink it was too quick for me to react. hahahaha. anws i wasn't on painkillers at all. i was in my normal state. de nxt thing was, TIGHTENING THE STITCH. dis one was hell. pain lyk ?!?#%$@^. seriously. dam pain. its lyk one big hole dere den she take de stitch and pull the 2 sides of de skin and tighten it. wa dam pain. aft dat its done. even aft dat still got aft effect frm de stitches. dat was how de chest tube came out... T.T
hahaha yea den i was a free person!!! when i first came off de bed, dam funi, i was trying to hold something at de left, whr de tube used to be. hahaha den i realised, "eh no more tube alr". hahahaha. dam funi. i couldn't get used to it, i walk arnd i kip tinkin i left something behind or forget to take something. its actly de tube. LOL. anws i got some pics dat looked dam familiar to me. i found it online.
the chest tube not so alike, but its roughly like that. firstly, the container u see at de end of de tube, IS NOT SO SMALL. LOL. mine was HUGE. de height is frm de feet to the thigh dere or knee. yea dam big. den all de blood and stuff dat comes out goes inside. n dere is no gay handle as in de pic. its too heavy, u cant even lift it. LOL. as in mine, ya. den de tube is much larger. and i dint look so happy lyk de guy in de pic =.=. whereas the penetration point is abt de same as dat guy. mine is lower. maybe cuz de previous tube was dere alr. btw i had 2 tubes. one small n one big, but dey removed the small one first den put in de big one. ya.
this was EXACTLY how my x ray looked lyk! dam cool! as u see, de right side is much much bigger den de left, well the right one u see is actly the left lung and the left side is de right lung. if u duno why means u nvr learn bio. its cuz u seein de front view so u must invert it. anws yea de left lung is much bigger becuz! dis picture shows when de lung is deflated, meaning when u breathe out. aft u breathe out, de left lung still looks dam big becuz dere's alot of air in ur chest, due to de leakage. so de extra stuff u see is actly de air column in ur chest. so it is bigger. yea dam cool. my first x-ray looked exactly lyk dis. but de one aft dat not so big alr, cuz got air drain out so dint look as big.
hahaha i just hope everything is over alr. nxt monday is my final checkup, hope my x ray shows positive results. tml i have a checkup oso. its to check on my wound, the hole frm de tube. yea apparently de wound is so darn deep dat its not closed yet. but dun be dumb, u cant see de inside.
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the chest tube not so alike, but its roughly like that. firstly, the container u see at de end of de tube, IS NOT SO SMALL. LOL. mine was HUGE. de height is frm de feet to the thigh dere or knee. yea dam big. den all de blood and stuff dat comes out goes inside. n dere is no gay handle as in de pic. its too heavy, u cant even lift it. LOL. as in mine, ya. den de tube is much larger. and i dint look so happy lyk de guy in de pic =.=. whereas the penetration point is abt de same as dat guy. mine is lower. maybe cuz de previous tube was dere alr. btw i had 2 tubes. one small n one big, but dey removed the small one first den put in de big one. ya.
this was EXACTLY how my x ray looked lyk! dam cool! as u see, de right side is much much bigger den de left, well the right one u see is actly the left lung and the left side is de right lung. if u duno why means u nvr learn bio. its cuz u seein de front view so u must invert it. anws yea de left lung is much bigger becuz! dis picture shows when de lung is deflated, meaning when u breathe out. aft u breathe out, de left lung still looks dam big becuz dere's alot of air in ur chest, due to de leakage. so de extra stuff u see is actly de air column in ur chest. so it is bigger. yea dam cool. my first x-ray looked exactly lyk dis. but de one aft dat not so big alr, cuz got air drain out so dint look as big.