Wednesday, January 30, 2008
O M G. i tink my JBD jus reached stage 2 le... jus now i bathe de tym i actly put de shampoo at my body la! walao. den aft lyk awhile den i jus remember its actly shampoo! OMG. its lyk first tym happenin la. OMG. im scared. ok n oso ytd mr lee ask mi do a testimonial of a cadet n i mus tell yiyang wymer n leon, de 3 ps to do oso, i saw leon n wymer but nvr see yiyang. so i told myself, later 10mins later sms yiyang, WHO KNOWS I ACTLY FORGOT?! WTH! i forgot tell yiyang ! n i jus rememebered it lyk 3hrs ago?!. o m g.... den oso of course i forgot abt de testimonial, its lyk so dam important n i actly can forget.... ?! shit. im scared. if u were mi u wud be super scared. everi moment of my life im ponderin n tryin 2 recall if i forgot anithin. my notebook iznt's hlpin mi so pls! i nid ur hlp if u see dis. gime some ideas if i can overcome dis prblm. n oso wenjie ask mi find out part D who goin ubin hike n i completely forgot abt it too until he reminded mi jus now. waaaaaaaaaaaaaa. shit shit shit. its over. watch my life get screwed by de JBD. anws i'll post abt today's farewell fer mr chua maybe on fri? ya. dat iz if i remembers la!
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
OH NO!!! MY LOST OF MEMORY PRBLM IZ GETTIN WORSE TO WORSESER. ok no its worst. NOOOOOO OMG HOW HOW HOW?!??!?!?! AAAAAAAAAA. OH NO. ok i shall name dis prblm errr.... errm..... ehhhh... anws aft 2-3 mins im typin one errmm. errm...... YES! i shall name it juvenile brain damage. woooo sui sui. juvenile means occurs to young ppl, brain iz of course de thingy up dere n damage cuz cant remember stuff animore. yes. JBD! lol. i seek hlp from doctors out dere, i haf found a new illness, if u tink u r up 2 de challenge 2 bring my memory back to wad it was, i will reward u wif lots of thank yous. yes. even beta den money. to all my fellow mates who on de same boat wif mi who has JBD, u r not alone. at noon when de sun iz highest, i will be at de sea port, i can provide food, shelter, security, n even protection. so if u can hear this, u r not alone. LOL. sounds familiar? not exactly de same but ya aga aga lidat. LOL. =)
ok anws sch dam ... now, im completely not in de mood cuz cny so near den still mus study so sian sian one. lol. ok shall end wif a nice pic.
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
damit shudnt haf gone to cyc blog... now nida do dis weird Atheist quiz thing. I DUN EVEN NOE WAD'S ATHEIST?! so if anibody noes pls enlighten mi =). ok i try 2 make dis not as offendin as possible. try la horh.Why do you not believe in God?
-err cuz i tink it doesnt existWhere do your morals come from?
-school? parents?What is the meaning of life?
-death. we live to die. =) rite?Is atheism a religion?
-wth iz atheism?!If you don’t pray, what do you do during troubling times?
-i scream. =)Should atheists be trying to convince others to stop believing in God?
-wad iz atheism?!Weren’t some of the worst atrocities in the 20th century committed by atheists?
-i duno n will nvr noe!How could billions of people be wrong when it comes to belief in God?
-dis iz a stupit qn. im not answerin it.Why does the universe exist?
-another stupit qn.How did life originate?
-magic =)Is all religion harmful?
-yes. it makes ppl fork out time and money and makes ppl psycho.What’s so bad about religious moderates?
-i noe u noe de ans.Is there anything redeeming about religion?
-maybe those who believes in it shall answer fer mi.What if you’re wrong about God (and He does exist)?
-i'll screamShouldn’t all religious beliefs be respected?
-errrr, maybe?Are atheists smarter than theists?
-who cares.How do you deal with the historical Jesus if you don’t believe in his divinity?
-stupit qn. pls luh, stupit oso haf limit.Would the world be better off without any religion?
-looks like it?What happens when we die?
-we die dat means die la. onli despo ppl who dowan die sae "we haf eternal livin". its jus an excuse. jus imagine u turnin off de tv. dat's wad happens when we die rite? anws how de heck i noe la. walao. stupit oso haf limit.
ok! i wan weihua n eugenepeh to do dis lao lan quiz =)
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now so boring......... tml haf chem n bio test n i haven started. haiz. i lazi study now, shall later go grandmother hse n study. jus hope i dun get distracted by my cousin. XD. wa dam sian dam sian. i shall tok abt alota stuff under de sun. anws on fri mi n wh had a gd talk, hoped de talked took us somewhr. i noe it took mi somewhr. hahaha. n i found out a shockin thing dat one of de part Cs did... its ok let sianglai handle de job. sorry st johns for bein rude. den er still got alot of stuff happened, trainins as usual, so far so gd i guess? nvm trust de ps-es.
anws my bday iz lyk .......... lol. usually i dun reali tok abt my bday one cuz i dun lyk tokin abt it due to de past. sad past. XD i guess dis shall be my first year tokin abt it? i'll feel weird. anws yes as u all noe or as u all duno, its less den a month now. so far my best birthday present is givin by beloved part Ds, i will nvr forget em one. thnx alot la. seriously. LOL. esp sec2 de tym, unforgettable present. i fear my bday dis yr cuz it so nicely lands on a friday. n so convenient fer em to gime a present. shit. i predicted dis day since i was sec1 le. not too late 2 plan ? maybe abit abt my past, i nvr had a family who shows full of love n dis kinda hair standin stuff, so i dun receive stuff on my bday lyk ani normal small kid wud. so i nvr knew how it feels one. ya. usually my bday iz jus... a normal day. sumthin lyk dat. my dad will be too busy to even remember. if i go up to him n sae, "its my bday todae." his reply wud be "reali meh? wad u wan?" ya its quite sad at first budden aft few yrs used 2 it le. onli my mum remembers? dats roughly de tip of de sad part of my bdays. ya. wana hear more? dowan tell u all, i scared i too sad till i cry. XD. OH SHIT COME 2 TINK OF IT I JUS REMEMBERED ITS MY MUM'S BDAY TML. kns kns kns kns kns. ok its tym fer a filial son to do sumthin fer her tml.
lol watch mi morph/transform.
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
damit damit damit im dam confused rite now, wad shud i do. =( reali duno. y de heck did i even sae all those in de first place, y y y y y y y y. i dun even noe y, i dint even tink. zzzzZZZZZZZZZ. ok now i haf 3 options left. to do sumthin abt it, to not do sumthin abt it, or others. zzzzzzzz i duno i duno i duno. if i follow my heart it'll be de first one. if i follow wad's best fer u den i'll take de 2nd one. i wana sae a big sorry to u, for sayin those to u. i noe its not enuff but dats all i can do fer now. n i guess dis iz lyk maybe de 3rd tym i regret doin sumthin in all my life, i tink its de 2nd, not sure. i reali REGRET FER WAD I SAID! i wish i can turn back tym. SORRY ALLEN. IM SO SO SO SORRY SO PLS FORGIVE MI.
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
ok finally can post! not dat i dowana update but i dun haf de tym. ya. been veri busy lately tryin 2 juggle 3 things at once. ncc, sch work n stuff. but now no nida juggle so mani le! so haf extra tym. anws pass few days not reali veri meaningful, as in aft sch de tym n durin sch n oso alot la. ya. no gd. i hope frm now on things will go de way i wan. hope so. been down down down de pass few days n no ups at all.
anws lately haf a serious prblm. fer 2 weeks le? or maybe longer. i kip forgettin things. as in reali reali forget. regardless of important or small matters which i can owaes remember, NOW I CANT. den owaes wana tell part D sumthin or de company things den owaes forget! den end up de matter gets delayed den i start panickin at de end n den gg. zzzzzzzzz. so now i haf adapted a style of writin everi single thing dwn. dats y dat notebook iz owaes wif mi now. dam sian. if nvr bring dat notebook die le. weihua says not enuff slp, i dun tink so.? hahaha. duno. hope de notebook works.
mus stay focus le, camp nxt! i cant fall off track, focus focus focus n not let anithin get in de way. emo=weak, as adapted frm eugene's blog. i tink its eugene. shud be. anws hope de live range ppl did well fer deir live range shoot.
oh oh n oso i bought new phone! de new k850i cybershot. =))))))) wooooo. aft 2 years of n70 finally a new phone. n oso sumthin dam stupit happened. its regardin LCP, lewis communication portal. LOL. its dam stupit. dun ask mi abt it, i'll feel stupit tellin u abt it. =X. n pe still sux, mr tan cant stop tokin!!! T.T. amaths still ok, still enlightenin. chem iz as usual. bio rocks la. =.=.
anws durin CNy eve if i haf de tym, i will post in chiangrai pics! de one in mr yeow's cam, sumthin fer u guys to look forward to iz a stupit lookin shengchao pic n a pic of dragons peein by de roadside =). hahaha. CNY!!!!! money reloaded. XD
dead instructors aft part B camp.
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Monday, January 14, 2008
i have 1 thing to sae... THE GREEN N GREY TAGBOARDS ARE STRICTLY FOR PART D'O8!!! y de heck wud ani jnrs wana decide OUR POP n OUR gift for CCP. to all de jnrs dat tagged, GO DE BLUE ONE LA. =.=..... ONLI DE BLUE ONE IZ OPENED TO ALL SNRS N JNRS. =.=.... so stop taggin at de grey one suggestin fer a new pop cuz its OUR pop so we shall decide n suggest wad we wan ourselves. thnx alot.
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Friday, January 11, 2008
ok ppl!!! i noe suddenly how come 3 more tagboards pop out! dun panic, THE OTHER 3 NEW TAGBOARDS ARE STRICTLY FER AHSNCC PPL ONLI. ok minasan now i tell u all which iz fer which.
GREY tagboard, its for suggestions for a new POP. PLS DUN GIME STUPIT STUFF LYK TEKAN FER 3 DAYS. useful n meaningful ones. yes. suggestions will end at 22feb. yes. got long long tym.
GREEN tagboard. it is for CCP's farewell gift n as well as wad song u all wana sing fer de performance. same oso, meaningful one.
BLUE tagboard, ok dis one iz misc, if u all haf ani suggestions regardin de company T or anithin, can put dere. dis one open to all parts. =)
ok pls pls pls if u not frm ncc dun come kajiao de 3 tagboards n USE THE BLACK ONE. i will not entertain ani weird things at de 3 tagboards. thnk u.
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
ok tml mornin haf de stupit shui hu zhuan test. huat, i dint even bother readin it. so now wad? heck care le la. get scoldin den get scoldin, fail den fail. stupit book, read first 10 pages den i forgot n dun even noe wad's happenin, so even if i read finish, sure fail oso. so i surrender early. de most get screwed by heok nia. he oso cant gime demerit points fer failin a test ma, dats too retarded. neither can he make mi do more hw. rite? if he can means he's retarded. ok tml oso haf shao nian wen zhai test. tml oso haf some GL diagnostic test. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. i hate thursdays. wth. frm 7.50 until 3.10. dats lyk so bloody long. how to study. last few lessons oso gona die le. omg... habis. sian sian sian. ok jus hope fer de best. 1 2 3 KIMCHI!
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Monday, January 07, 2008
LOL sumthin cool i found at wanting's blog.
|What Lewis Chow Means|
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
LOL note de "You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong." n "You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts." part. LOL DAM FUNI AHAHAAHAHAHHA.
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ok todae abit sad. alot of sad stuff happened 2 mi. abit wasted de chance. XD. anws sch sux, dam borin. its lyk last iron man n mus survive in class. =((((((. firstly durin first recess! was outside de staff room, den dis girl dropped a piece of paper, rather imp piece of paper. i tink its consent form. so bein a nice guy, which i tink most ppl will do, i picked up de paper n chased aft de girl n return it 2 her. but..... u mite tink its normal, actly its not. WHY DE GIRL NOT SOME SUPER DUPER CHIO GIRL.!?!?!??! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. WHY!? T.T. haiz... so sad. its ok... its de gd deed dat counts.
den aft dat... went tm/cs wif part D. we watched national treasure.. .actly wana watch avp2 but nina de ticket AUNTY so selfish, few months oso dun let. walao. eat my nuts. LOL. den hafta watch national treasure. but not bad la. was nice. now zw tinkin everiwhr haf code. =.=. maybe his shrooms are a code. XD. aft movie we went de toilet n it was dam dam dam cool! de toilet had lyk 13 uriners, de thingy whr onli guys toilet haf n girls toilet dun. XD usually a common toilet will haf onli lyk 6 or de most 8 uriners but becuz CS de toilet dam big so haf lyk 13. n 13 iz dam alot. n its all lined up in a straight line so it stretches pretty far dwn. n deres lyk 13 of us so jus nice! each of us used 1 uriner! LOL. den dam cool u see 13 ahs ppl wearin de ahs uniform standin 1 line n pee-in tgt. hahaha got one man came in den to his horror saw all de uriners used up at non peak hrs. LOL. dam dam cool too bad cant take pic. >< ..
den aft dat went home. while on my way home, on de bus... got dis civil defense fella sittin beside mi. he tired so he slpt... but as he slp he started leanin closer n closer until contact. O M G. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY ISN'T IT LYK A CHIO GIRL OR SUMTHIN. WHY?!?!?!?! why izit a malay man who iz baldin. WHY?!?!?!?!? T.T . so ... sad ... omg i cant take it animore. ok dats all fer my life todae.
btw, dis guy iz allen, allen walker.! hahaha. n i LOVE ALLEN alot. :) ^^ go ahead n call mi gay.XD
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
orientation all over! performance was a success, i tink boys brigade's md was nice, alot of new moves which matched de song. as in reali nice not de sarcastic nice. not much of a cock up fer us, i cud do my flyin butterfly, phew. heng. tot will cock up. hahaha. gd job part B, C, D. u all did well. veri well. i will reward u all soon.... =).
allen!!! hahahaha. bet u all wonderin who de heck iz allen. i shall not sae!even i sae u all oso wun noe so no difference. ^^. i hope allen does all allen's hw soon n be stress free n dun depressed le n dun anithin negative le! =) aaaaaaaallllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnn.
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
an emo post? ok maybe i shud. anws sch dam sian todae... speech all de way, dr boon, new dm, church ppl, wa best. endurance game. zzzzzzzzzz. new form teacher, mrs chew, she super nice. yupp, i guess wun haf ani prblms wif her le. n most of de teachers oso ba, hope so.
i haf a small wound on my ankle, ok maybe not counted as a wound, its lyk u take a huge needle, as in reali huge one n poke it, den de wound dere, wad thing special? it doesnt heal. usually will bleed den dry up n aft weeks it will disappear. but dat one has been dere fer months. long tym. it nvr heals. y? cuz i vent on it. small so wun hurt. if i get sad or angry, mostly allen, i'll jus peel it. as in de dried skin. so before it can actly heal, i'll jus peel it. causin it to bleed again n again. lately i kip on peelin it, even de part dries, lyk gona dry but haven dry, i'll jus peel. den i'll jus peel off another layer if no dried skin to peel. reason cuz allen kip on pissin mi off. i doubt de wound on my ankle will ever heal.
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
crap... im dam hungry, at de same time im angry, tired, sian, confused, pissed? also. zzzzzzzz. de tot of wakin up tml mornin at 5+ dam sian T.T. i shall look forward 2 dinner... ok i realised i haven ate de whole day.
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ok actly wanted post abt last nite... but somehow, allen spoiled my mood... =/ no reply frm allen ... i dowana sms allen either since i duno wad 2 sae oso. so i shall jus heck care, n let tym get my sian-ness/anger accumulate, den one shot bankai, den all will die. ok actly onli allen dies. =/.
lately so mani prblms, lucky hw not a prblm, jus completed de gay jian bao not long ago. phew. took 2 hrs. LOL. such great focus i have rite. n oso i cant find my ss.... i gota feelin its wif de newspapers n de newspapers got sold..... =.= shit shit shit shit shit WHR'S MY SS?!?!?!?!?!?!?! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT SUX TO LOSE UR HW LA. esp SS whr dere's so much to write. ok loosin ur zuo wen iz worse den ss. shit la gg le. heck care le la. dumb ss. ok anws onli ss ma, wun kill. i still guai kia.
allen allen allen allen allen stop makin mi angry. =/ maybe its mi. sorry. ps, dun ask who iz allen, u all wun noe one.
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