speaking of 4, i shall post abt day 4! of my hospital ordeal.

Thursday (17/12)

thursday! i was feeling great! de pain was still dere but it was mild as compared to de other days. anws, i was feeling great! i reali felt darn great! i duno why but i recalled de feelin darn well. i felt GREAT! but of course my movements n stuff still restricted. morning de doctor came, he asked a few qns and i told him, I DUNID THE MORPHINE ANYMORE. i told him lyk a serious tone, den i asked if can remove de tubes. and he monitored the amnt i used, den he said ok. later dey'll take it out. YEA! dats de 2nd last tube. to be removed. dat tube was quite bad, it restricted alota my movements cuz de tube quite short den my hand lyk cant move far. ya. if move too far den dere will be a tug and..... PAIN.

den aft an hr de nurse came n removed a bunch of tubes. hahahaha. so happy. felt abit more free. den de physio therapist came! hahaha. he said i was gna do walking today. I GOT UP WITH EASE! AND WALKED WITH EASE. he was shocked. he was telling me, "wow! most patients at day 3/4, will still be whining while they walk and crying out in pain, but it seems u are ok alr". sth lidat. hahaha. de uncle opposite my bed who is also sorta my fren, told the physio dat ima miracle man. here's de story.

de uncle opp my bed was hospitalised dere for more den 2 wks alr. and he saw a few patients who were lyk mi oso. but saw no one recovered as fast as mi. LOL. de previous guy took twice de amnt of time as mi to recover. hahaha. yea so... even de physio was surprised. walkin was quite tiring. yea apparently i hafta push this thing as i walk. cuz de large tube draining out waste frm my chest area is still attached to me which is linked to a huge container to store de stuff. so i hafta push this long pole with wheels. lyk u watch in those shows. LOL yea. so on thursday i felt great. i could walk alr and i can even walk to de toilet to pee dere. but peeing took longer den usual. still had difficulties. hahaha. BUT ITS A GOOD START! i also asked de doctor when i can be discharged and he said TML! HE SAID TML! HE SAID TML HE WILL REMOVE DE LAST TUBE AND GO FOR XRAY. IF DE XRAY WAS FINE DEN I CAN BE DISCHARGED! i was darn happy. my appetite was much better also today. i ate alot more den previous days. but i still cudnt finish all de food. duno why. maybe i dunid dat much energy.

so YEA! i got darn excited. to be honest. i dint catch any slp at all dat night. i couldnt sleep. one big factor is cuz IM GETTING DISCHARGED. another is cuz. I FEEL DAM DIRTY. not de pervert kind but de literal meaning. i dint bathe for so many days la. i was dirty everywhr. too dirty to slp. OMG tinkin abt it makes mi feel disgusting. i dint bathe for exactly 5 days on thursday. terrible. i reali felt dam disgusting n cudnt slp at all. all dat in my mind was.... omg i wana bathe. i wana bathe. i wana bathe. not dat i dowana bathe. but i cant bathe. u cant bathe with tubes stuck into u n stuff. yea. n its de first day i could walk abit. so ya. an exciting day for mi and at de same time hard to endure due to de state my body is in. hahaha