Monday (14th/12)

i went for my checkup in changi general hospital (CGH), did the usual stuff. went for an X-ray first to see if my left chest was still bloated with air. den when it was my turn to see de doctor, i was kinda scared. wad if things dun improve n stuff lidat..... den moment of truth. de doctor dint look happy. den he showed us de x-ray. it looked exactly the same as the previous thursday one. meaning air was still leaking. but it dint get bigger, just abit bigger. meaning the output and input is almost the same. it also means, the hole is not closing up by itself. so the doctor advised us to go for the operation. good things abt it, if operate, the chances of the lung bursting again is very unlikely, for the left lung la. right we duno. and also if dun operate, who knows what will happen in time to come. there's a huge risk of the hole gettin bigger. but also it will close up also la. so after thinking for minutes, decided to go for the op. but CGH dun have de facilities, so dey refered me over to singapore general hospital (SGH).

once arrive at SGH, waited dam long for a bed, becuz it was all full. i applied for class B2 ward. there was A class, B1, B2 and den C class. LOL. C class outa de qn. B2 had subsidies, total cost is arnd 5k or 6k. B1 costs 16k. 10k more. LOL. class A of course outa de qn. whats the diff? B2 and C no aircon and no tv. B1 had air con and tv. and of course 1 room got more ppl in the lower class one. so that night reali dun have B2 slots. SO I WAS PUT IN B1! hahahaha. totally different from B2 man. no wonder 10k more ex. de atmosphere everything. de tv was great. dey had ESPN and HBO channel. LOL. but i went to my ward at 12 midnite. i watched a movie on HBO before going to bed at 230am lidat. i watched the love guru. LOL. i was tinking, since tml op i will be slping alr, i wun nid slp now. hahahaha.

Tuesday (15/12)

i was woken up early in de morning by de nurse. she asked mi to sign some papers regarding the op. and becuz i was still below 18, nid parents consent. den de nurse told mi, my op was in de morning. MORNING?! dats my reaction, i tot it was aftnoon! den my parents rushed dwn to sign de documents so i can go for my op asap with no delays. dey transfered me to this operation bed. and pushed me to the operation room. it was a long way dere. lotsa stuff were running thru. BUT! its not stuff lyk, "im gonna die" or "omg its gna hurt" or "omg wads gna happen". NO! i tink i was tryin to be happy. so i was tinking, natural tots, i dint force myself to tink lidat, i was tinkin of "omg i look lyk im in a tv drama. im wearing a shower cap, have the mask over the mouth (de mask when ppl sit ambulance dey will put one), dat mask supplying mi with O2, and de white pillow, 2 nurses pushing mi, and a white blanket covering me." HAHAHHAA de onli thing missing was my girlfren maybe, dats de onli thing missing. in de shows de gf or loved ones will be lyk, "u'll be fine! dun worry! i'll be waiting for you..." LOL. dat was de onli thing missing. den push push push finally reach de place alr. IT WAS HELL COLD. dey had to put 3 layers of blanket on me. LOL. den i went into an anesthesia room. hoho. de place whr hell starts. de doctor briefly explain dat dey gna inject stuff to put me to slp. O M G i tell u. it was injection spree. i had total of 6++++ i onli counted 6. omg it was horrible, sometimes dere were 2 injections carried out at de same time! one at my hand and one at my back. OMG LA. i was lyk telling myself, "DUN MOVE DUN MOVE, LATER DE NEEDLE BREAK AT MY BODY IF I MOVE" so i was dam still and obedient. HAHAHA. dere was one injection dam screwed up, dey inject at my left hand and put a needle in, den one doctor said, "WHY U PUT AT THE LEFT HAND! CHANGE IT TO THE RIGHT!" dats when i noe... wth screwed up. den dey pulled it out and inject another time at the right. SCREW IT LA. den i was pushed into de operating theatre. dey had de huge lights on top and stuff. and all de ppl wearing masks. den before i noe it. i became unconscious. cuz i onli remember things until dere, to be honest i dint notice i became unconscious.

den de nxt moment i knew, i was in a hell lota pain. i rmb, i was calling out in pain, and i could hear de nurses say, "pls wait! the painkiller is coming. hang on awhile longer!" den aft awhile de pain was gone. my whole body was numbed to de pt i cudnt feel dem injecting anymore. but den i was still half aslp half awake. more lyk 3/4 aslp, my vision wasn't clear yet. de anesthesia dint go off completely yet. de op was done. dere were alota tubes connected to my body. 1 was water to my body, 1 tube was for the morphine, which is my painkillers. dey gave mi a button like thing and taught me to press it, once i press it morphine will flow into my hand dere by a tube. den dere was oxygen tube. and this large ass tube, dam big. sucking out de dirty stuff aft de op in my chest area. becuz de op was to make my lung shed out its outer layer, so dere was alot of blood in my chest n stuff, so de tube was to suck things out. den i was pushed to this room, it was sth lyk an ICU, just dat not so serious. its called high dependency ward, whr de ppl dere are dying ppl who nid alota attention. LOL. den dey have wires all over mi to measure my heart rate and blood pressure all de time in case i die. by de time i reach dere, i onli wanted to slp. i couldn't move. once i did pain will shoot thru my body. it was gay. de op ended at 2pm. frm den on, i onli recalled spamming the morphine. i couldn't eat yet. i kept on pressing the button. dey also kip on giving mi injections, inject antibiotics, to prevent infection frm de tube being inside my chest. de antibiotics was gay shit. shall tell why in de nxt post.

A HELL OF A POST. have fun reading. i doubt ppl will read de whole shit.