M L Chow =)

2011-03-15T21:18:00.003+08:00

when i tot i dowana blog anymore. here i am. hahaha. not sure who still bothers coming here to read.

this place is just kinda screwed up. ppl who suck at sth, shud just admit they suck at it. dont pretend to be gd at it, de worse kind are the ignorant one. they suck at it yet they still dno, and they dowana hear anyone out. living in their own little world whr dey think they are gd at it but they actually is not. after all this shit i finally realise, what defines a home or a family.

what defines a home? furniture? how big it is? the design? the necessities u have? its definitely the people. apparently some ppl just dun understand this basic yet common principle. even if u have de grandest home, all the most expensive furniture, gadgets, electronics, if the people all stink, its not a dam home. if ur home just has cheap furniture with only a tv maybe, but u are greeted with warm smiles, genuine concern and nt a bunch of dirt ass ppl who does everything for a motive. and so this crosses over to family. whats a good family? i always tot mine wasnt great. you know how i vented about it. yea i still hate my dad. no doubt. but i think my family's great.

theres love. someone who believes what i say when they ask me sth. fake love is just disgusting. its retarded when dey say im doing this for your own good. when they dont even know u at all n wna do something for u. thats bullshit. know the person before u wna help. if u tink de aunty wna cross de road, but u dint bother askin if she wants to cross de road, n she doesnt want to n u hlp her cross de road, u tink she'll be happy? so before u wna help someone, u better get to know that person if not dont fking think you know that person and make things worse. just because you think its right doesnt mean it is, u are not god or sth.

then theres prblm with ppl also. you hear what you believe what. as long as the person your fren u believe. wth is that. the person dno anything abt it, just saw, but dno anything, comes to tell you, you hear, you dont even noe anything abt it, 2 idiots who know nth abt it, then ends up thinkin they noe everything abt it, jumps to conclusion themselves, nw they so stuck up and think they know it all. its just pure retarded. its not even you, make it seem like u know it all.

everything yours will always be the best and the rest are all dirt. stop being selfish and open ur eyes. its all only about you right. other ppl one nt my prblm. these kinda ppl deserve to just die first. cuz when disaster strikes, these are de fkers that snatch for food and water and leave few for the rest. maybe someday these kinda ppl shud try, since they so self centered, everyone else shud just disappear and u try living alone on this planet, see if u like it. den u can have all de dam things you want to yourself. maybe that will be the best. throw u to mars.

i came to realise how much trust this home has. nt frm my dad of course. trust is important in a family. if u dun trust me, i rather u nt talk to me. cuz whatever i say u wun believe anws so why bother asking. like what i always say, if u wun even gna believe waad im gna say, u bother askin for what? seriously. dun trust dun ask. dun waste time. u might as well just conclude de qn yourself. hate tthis kinda dumbasses de most. wna ask den dowana trust. seriously dam stupid.

yea really long vent. i hardly do this shit. if u manage to read till here, i bet u feel me. worse of all, if u are ignorant, u will forever be like that. this are the worse kinda ppl. ignorant to everything, dun even noe de prblm lies with your ownself and u blame de entire world for everything that is ur fault. these kinda ppl no hope. die miserably still trying figure out who's at wrong but they see de person all de time in de mirror.

ok i think i feel better. phew. dont worry, if u are overly paranoid or sth n think some stuff refering to u or sth, its definitely not. confirm. haha. 100%.

2011-01-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

As a Pisces male you commit yourself to a single person, your dream woman.

As a Pisces female selfless care is what your partner gets from you.

:):):)

2011-01-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

everything just doesnt feel like a new year... :/

2010-12-26T23:37:00.003+08:00

its holidays :D for both of us! though its ending pretty soon :(
& thanks for waking me up every morning! haha kinda realised it too when you told me today.

yeap so went to orchard on christmas eve with lewis (: went around shopping for christmas gifts, then saw a wallet that matched his. but walked off to look for other stuff. haha in the end he went back to buy it! surprised. haha thanks(: though felt kinda bad to make u spend so much><

yup and christmas went over to his place to set up the keyboard and play risk! the tv is kinda cool! and i kept losing in risk. guess its just luck! but was kinda fun(: lewis is a typical russian. conquered all my territories even though he said it was for defence. haha and at night went to play sparklers. the explosion was pretty. flying everywhere. no wonder ncc does it every year. saw the past year videos. hahaha!

made some letters too (:

today! slept through the whole afternoon. hahah then woke up, and my dear 企鹅爸爸 decides to cook! hahaha! wanted to help, but guess hes too good so i couldnt enter the kitchen. watched tv while he cooked. haha

looking professional!

peeking!

served the drinks!

still serving!

served!

to my surprise he doesnt only cook maggi mee! yums!

2010-12-18T11:08:00.003+08:00

waiting for my piggy to wake up now. meanwhile maybe a post. haha. its the start of holidays! omg finally. finally can have the feel of wakin up late. today is the first tho. i woke up at 10am! LOL. u might think that is not late, yea i noe that is not late. but its comfortably late. actly i sorta prefer to wake up at 10-11+ rather than last time back in year 1 i would wake up at 4+ lidat, den get a headache when i wake up. haha. so this is comfortable :). guess i'll continue to slp early cuz i feel healthy. haha.

ok and im dying to get a new phone. stupid current one is messing things up. but the price of the phone i want wouldnt get on offer again. ><><>

and next, LTT has been kinda smooth i guess. and i guess im starting to learn driving again nxt week. hope things go better this time round. i suppose this holidays will probably be gone in a flash and before u noe it, we gta get our ass to LTT again. things are always lidat, when we are having fun and enjoying ourselves, time passes like no ones business. but when we are suffering n miserable, time just likes to take its own sweet time. LOL. yup. gta admit on that. ><. guess gta make gd use of this hols. cuz aft this hols wl gna start sec4 which means nt a very fun year =.=.

looks dam professional? yup. actly im just being retarded. you dont need eye shield and ear muffs to saw a stupid piece of metal. LOL. just wearin to feel cool.

2010-12-15T16:46:00.001+08:00

just give me a little bit more strength.

2010-12-13T17:41:00.002+08:00

feels awesome to be together with you. :)

2010-12-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

my weiling just went to hongkong. guess its been super long since i last posted anything here. since LTT start, its been kinda busy. well most of de time in LTT, like work lidat. 830am until 4pm. yea... wouldnt say LTT sucks. it only sucks cuz of the timing. and the theory is kinda boring. but owaes look forward to watchin air crash at the end. so its nt too bad. and there will always be weiling to keep me company in class :). but of course upcoming week wont have. :/ but she'll be back real soon! :DDD hope so. haha

ok den recently went to de workshop to do practical. kinda sucks. cuz no chair to sit =.= stand whole day. but de gd thing is time passes really fast. hahaha. so there are pros n cons for theory n practical. hahaha.

life's been really happy. :) plus plus holidays coming!!! cant wait for holidays. hope holidays wun end. hahaha. wa shiok. :X k im dreaming too much. but still! holidays! hahaha. hmmmmm, many things to look forward to. like dam alot. :D. k suddenly lost de mood to post. so shall end this post here. wonder who comes here to see my posts. hahaha.

2010-11-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

i realise i have been posting more on her blog then on mine. so for a change maybe i'll type sth here. LTT has started... i guess its still hai hao. cuz this teacher is really nice. and he lives in the same estate as me =.=. yup. tmr will be a really slack day. really look forward to it :D. mr koh ftw man. he's dam nice and dam calm and collected. LOL.

just got myself a rock band set tdy. dere goes... my money. my last bit. dam... alright nxt week is a week of scrimping and saving. its gna be back to de old days... whr i buy food, nvr buy drink. sucks to nt have a job.weekly pocket allowance too dam little. but de thing is, u can nvr ask for more. so dun bother telling me, "ask for more la". at least thurs hankiat offered me a job. :D. so it ain too bad.

and so its the brazil GP this weekend. kinda look forward to it ltr. startin at 12. dam late =.=. tmr sure tired. nxt week is de last one alr. at abu dhabi. gna miss f1 aft dat. until the nxt season. nt having high hopes for mclaren, but dey still have chance tho. but better nt get hopes up. and ytd i tink. no not ytd, de day bef ytd durin deepavali. had de worse bus ride ever. this stupid indian man sittin behind me, nt bein racist but he is really indian. he was pukin la. wth. dam smelly. smelt of beer, confirm drink too much, was dam sick. imagine de person sittin behind u keep puking. =.=. i faster alight n change bus. gd thing have concession so nt an issue. =.=. worse bus ride. imagine if he miss n puke on me. wa.... gd thing i alight asap.

2010-10-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

back again. hahaha(: hmm lewis has been busy driving and teaching recently. didnt even realize next tuesday would be 2 november already, time zoom past so fast! school's gonna reopen, and driving test up next. nervous!
sorry for making you feel so horrible for the past week, but this week was fun! you are really really the best alarm clock ever! ever ever! :D and thanks for the '100th' message! i didnt even know!
hope your body doesnt ache anymore tomorrow. especially during driving. Drive safely again! (:

Day Ten: One confession.

2010-10-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

I love my Weiling :)

go ahead and feel disgusted guys.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

2010-10-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

1. :DDDDDDDDD

2. ^^

this came late because if i did this a few days back it'll be different. but i noe few days back was just temporary. :)

2010-10-21T09:53:00.003+08:00

waking up early, and slping early has been a part of my daily routine alr. been slpin really early and wakin up really early for de pass few weeks alr. this hols have been really different aftall. im nt sayin its a bad thing, at least i dun get de headaches and screwed up feelin like last time in de previous hols. well not that im working or anything, but thanks weiling for makin my lifestyle healthier. :)

u might tink wa so demanding of her, naw. do this out of my will. she merely suggested it. if i dowan do it i can one. haha. just tot maybe its time to have a nice change. sth big just fell. and i tink i dun deserve all this. its ur fault to start with k. its not at all. i dun blame u. dun even noe who im supposed to blame. since dere's nth we can do abt it, lets just take things de right way and nt get my hopes up...

its fine if u dun do well for ur exams :). i screw up my exams all de time back in sec3, so its fine k :). in de end u'll do fine. ahs is just bein screwed up settin de papers so tough.

just tot maybe a motivational pic is gd. "with perseverance the snail reach the ark"

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

2010-10-20T21:27:00.001+08:00

hahahaha. damn...

1) WEILING! :DDD

2) shiny fast cars

3) MONEY. :X

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

2010-10-19T21:54:00.001+08:00

been kinda busy. but anws...

1) Fatness.

2) Ah gua guys.

3) nerds. ppl who study non stop.

4) MAHJONG.

read point number 4. :)

2010-10-17T22:07:00.004+08:00

happy week!

exams are finally over! thanks for all the teachings and motivations(:

but its been a fun week too!
lewis bought lots of stuff on friday. & a printer on saturday! put up his posters with him after that, didnt contribute much though! one eye watching mall cop, the other watching him cut the poster inch by inch. hahaha kinda cute. wonder how he sleeps with hamilton and button watching him all night.

today was really fun, to me at least! like you said, 'cant go into too much detail, not pleasant'. afterwards looked at casings online. hahaha he seems more excited than me!

tomorrows gonna be a ikea day(: all the best for driving in the morning! drive safely!

renesmee and peter :D

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

2010-10-17T21:20:00.002+08:00

hoho. this is interesting.

1) WEILING

2) my mum

3) Wanting i guess :)

4) hoe chin (dont say dont have) LOL.

5) the guys frm U903. :)

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

2010-10-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

oh maaaan. this one's tough oso. 6 things i wish i nvr done. im nt a regretful person. k lets see...

1) buy the current laptop im using nw. LOL

2) a wrong decision in sec3.

3) get irritated or pissed off with my mum sometimes

4) taking nyaa gold =.=

5) nt being close enuff with my classmates frm sec sch?

6) procastinate... :X

yup. hi hoe chin, just tot u shud noe dat i just put up 2 really cool mclaren posters in my room. LOL. looks dam cool seriously.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

2010-10-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

alright... day 4.

1) WEILING.

2) what to eat for the next meal :X

3) what will happen the next day

4) what happens to me in the future

5) if i'll have enough money. :X

6) what to do the next day

7) WEILING. too many le so need 2.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

2010-10-14T18:17:00.003+08:00

not that anyone actly cares how to win my heart... but anws... LOL.

1) be sincere :D

2) have a pretty face

3) dont be fat.

4) give me surprises :)

5) persevere :) cuz with perseverance, the snail reach the ark

6) dont mention mahjong in my face

7) dont eye my money! not that i have alot.

8) be Weiling :DDD.

shit im gettin kinda mushy here. but who cares its my blog.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

2010-10-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

alright, continuing... tdy is 9 things about myself.

1) dont like noisy ppl

2) dont like ppl who zi high

3) anti-christ. :X (ahs made me that way)

4) like to watch comedy

5) dont quite like romance kinda shows

6) last minute person :)

7) a planner

8) cant stand ah guas

9) LOVE WL

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

2010-10-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

this one's tough. :/... 10 ppl so many.

WeiLing, "i love you :)"

Driving Instructor, "why your old car spoil"

Hoechin, "i dont think the camping thing will happen."

Wanting, "see i played this 10 day thing also. LOL"

Alison, "no more mahjong"

Hankiat, "how's court?"

LewisHamilton, "DRIVE PROPERLY IN KOREA"

JensonButton, "BE MORE AGRESSIVE!"

OMG the last 2 dam hard to think... T.T ok la 8 can. :X hahaha.

2010-10-11T23:10:00.001+08:00

saw sth fun at wanting's blog! hahahaha. i shall play also. since i owaes have nth much to post recently.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

anyone who see this can do also. ^^.

2010-10-07T19:47:00.004+08:00

hmmmm. been rather boring. got a new car, nt dat i buy new car. de driving instructor had a new car. omg.... its so different frm de old one. LOL. a vast difference in engine power n performance. tdy overstepped de accelerator n almost rammed into a car. LOL. bitin point had alot of diff also. HAHAHA. :X but aft that almost ram into de car incident i got de whole thing alr. so it wasnt too bad. a frightening experience which hlped me got much better. LOL.

ok anws, been tryin to draft out plans to spend some money

. too much is piling up. :X oops. i shud spend some before my nxt pay comes. >.>. finally its gna end soon! ok more like its gna start tmr. but it cant end if it doesnt start! it'll faster end! hope so. been painful for both. :/ feels like mine oso.

ok anws, shit owaes happens. when you dowana buy sth, dere is plenty to choose frm. when u finally want to! GOT NONE! like example, taking taxi. when u dowana take taxi, de road lyk have alot arnd. when u finally wna take taxi, NONE!.

this picture is dam interesting. see their hands. it looks like hankiat(left) is holding yiyan's(right) hand. but look carefully. its actly yiyan's own hand. LOL. when i took this pic i tot hankiat was holding his arm, dats why i took de pic. LOL. :X cuz it felt rather gay.

2010-09-30T23:35:00.003+08:00

TDY WAS GREAT! hahaha. but guess it shud be de last day until 2 weeks later. :/ study hard! :D aft exams we haaaaaaappy. :X

driving has been going well :). i learn parking kinda fast. hahaha. now just need to run circuits can alr i guess. life's been very slack now. doin nth much constructive. gd thing i still have income tho. :D. tuitioning rocks. hahaha. gd money. :D.

im losing track of what day is what day. everyone

's so busy. some working, some involved in sch stuff =.=. (HC). wna plan sth oso like difficult. everyone nt free. SO ITS NOT MY FAULT. ask go out shopping nia all say not free. how u want me to plan big stuff?!

life now is kinda good, shud enjoy it while i can. aft poly life wun be so easy alr... :/ needa work n stuff. kinda suck. so DONT COMPLAIN WHEN U'RE BORED N U HAVE NTH TO DO. everything oso complain, "wa sian nida study" den when no need study, "wa sian nth to do" =.=. these ppl are just pure irritating who dno how to appreciate what dey have!

sth retarded :)

2010-09-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

been awhile since i posted. going to de f1 was great! an eye opener. hahaha. nice seating, and not too hot oso. altho when go out de time was horrible. =.=. but yup if u have money, i WILL go back again for f1 in singapore! hahaha. :D.

mclaren kinda screwed up the singapore race =.=. pissed off. lets hope things get better, but im nt having high hopes anymore. but anws, i just bought 3 huge mclaren posters online. LOL. its a 91x61cm huge poster. :D cant wait for it to arrive! haha.

exams nearing ><. not mine duh. anws my results are quite lame. gpa nvr move at all. haha. anws exams nearing, all the best :). dun get too stressed? =). ok dowan get overly "disgusting" here.

anws pictures for the f1 is on FB. :D.

2010-09-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

EXAMS OVER! ok over for arnd a week alr. time kinda flies dam fast when u're having fun. :/ n i realise sept is coming to an end alr. den left with october den sch reopens again =.=. kinda sucks.

k kinda dun feel lyk posting nw. leave a pic to look at. realise i rarely post pics of myself. i shall post 1.

i guess dun bother bout the guy who's smiling retardedly. :X

2010-09-13T02:00:00.003+08:00

THE AGONY!!! zzzzzzz.

im not afraid of failing. im nt afraid i wun score well...

just scared that, all my studying will be wasted... cuz it feels like nth much went in. :/. everything is stupid. puttin 2 hardcore memorising subject together is just pure stupid. de moment u study de other 1, de first one gets wiped clean. den u try to go back, de previous one gets wiped clean. =.=. piece of shit. im gna stuff myself with sushi aft de paper if we're still goin for the buffet.

just side tracking... i tink professionals in the fashion industry are weirdos... :/

2010-09-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

thanks for the best meal ever. :DDD. really sweet of you to deliver food all the way to my house n it tastes great :D. you know me the best. ^^. thanks for the cute card oso. :D. I love you :):):)

SHIT I GOT TOO EXCITED AND ATE IT DAM FAST! FORGET TAKE A PIC OF IT! AAAAARGH!. angry.!

so... no pics. :(.

yea go ahead hoechin, get goosebumps aft reading this. :D

2010-09-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

omg... i cant bring myself to do it... just too painful. T.T

cant bring myself to start studyin efund... it sucks. T.T. elnfas ain too bad, got wing fatt's tips :D. GRANT ME POWER TO STUDY EFUND!!!

2010-09-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

was readin thru alot of my archives. was readin my nov 2007 posts to jan 2008. OMG! i felt young again. really young. it was just 2 yrs ago but it felt so long ago. really nostalgic de feeling. i forgot all de gd times i had in ncc n ahs last time, n de horrible times as well. when i still had to worry abt homework n all. LOL.

really awesome. its a complete opposite of my TP life now. n ima really diff person as well, i guess u can say i grew up? hahaha. tho still retarded, but compared to last time. :) got difference. this blog is really good, readin back reminds me of my sec sch days, really documented quite well frm sec1 till 4. what kinda person i was, n how i changed overtime in sec sch. haha. i shud continue document my poly life perhaps.

but de difficult part was, DECIPHERING DE HIDDEN MEANINGS. cuz last time maybe i dowan let ppl noe, den will add some hidden stuff, den me myself forget =.=. needa think dam hard. LOL. but was fun. :).

2010-09-02T22:07:00.004+08:00

its been really long since sth decent came up on here.

recently everyone shud be pretty much worryin abt exams. all my frens tho, Jc guys for prelims n Alvls, while poly guys shud be nxt week's exam. i tink i had mine sorted out.

Netfund is more or less done, just need to go thru again on sunday, n maths is fine too. left with fourier which hopefully can get answered tmr durin de lecture. elnfas n efund intend to do durin de 4 days break. MCT? i dno... tmr see how.

anws this might nt sound very nice of me to say, but sadly n truely its true. its gettin kinda irritating recently n it really irritates me sometimes. for de pass few days or maybe weeks, shud be days, ppl been askin me alota qns, thats nt de irritating part. some is probably what dey ask. over reliant probably. its probably more convenient to ask. u might think nth is wrong with that, but im gna go, why dun u check it urself?

u dint check first den u ask me. u might tink im bein an ass, why cant i just tell u? cuz i dno as well. den u'll go, ok hlp me check. den fine i hlp u check. dats me few days back. aft awhile it just gets pure irritating. its nt 1 or 2 or 3 ask. its alot of ppl start asking. so im finding myself checkin so many things. =.=. thats why it has been gettin irritating. sorry if i dint reply ur sms, it just means im gettin too f-ed up with all ur favours. so nxt time, do check lms or tp website first, if u cant find den u can come ask me. if u dint bother checkin first, dun ask me to check for u or sth. cuz u're probably nt de only one who asked me to checked sth.

yea thats why sometimes when u sms me or on msn, i give cold or irritating or pissed off replies when u dint do anything its becuz of this. got overly pissed off alr. so i guess sorry if u dint do anything n got abit of my unhappiness.

well anws, i haven been slpin late recently, hardly slp aft 1am these days. de good influence frm my cute girlfren tho. "sleep early k?". n i haven been wakin up aft 12pm at all. waking up aft 11am is alr rare. ya. amazing? yup very amazing. n to plus it up, its hols now. last time even when dere's sch, i'll slp aft 2 or 3am. nw holidays no sch, i'll slp before 12am or 1am. kinda healthy living.

dun go like, "wa ur gf nt cool, restricting u n all". she's nt restrictin me, im doin it outa my own will, n why wudnt u wna live a healthier life. nw dere's a motivation. den hoechin u'll probably go "gay sia". yea i can live with that. u noe i love my gf alot =). that shud send ur hair standing.

recently been saving up alot. all my money from tuitioning. its good money. savin up for de f1 season!!! gna go dwn to town n get mclaren stuff! hopefully its a better deal den buyin online.

been having lotsa fun with her. dun tink de wrong way tho =). have been happy. altho sometimes i have some worries but no issues. hope this time round i dun screw up like de previous time. in some cases when u screw up, fine u can get away with it. but in these kinda stuff when u screw up, its nt simple with just gettin away with it.

speakin of screwin up, driving's been good. de final practical test is on 2nd nov. :D. soon. soon. HOPE I CAN PASS.!!! really hope i can. if nt..... dam sad. so aft exams, time to chiong driving lessons. tdy did abit of parallel parkin. its kinda stuck in my head for a moment. LOL. was fun to play de car on de slope with no other cars tdy. hahaha. :X yea was doin de "control ur car on de slope" den de car was sliding up n dwn de slope. LOL.

yea n de usual, ending off my post with a picture.

hahaha. hoe chin sent it to me few months back. the world cup season was awesome. great bonding with frens. (Y) sports do create stronger bonds.

2010-08-16T22:35:00.003+08:00

i just wna suck all the smell in my room n transfer it into urs. i dun mind trading smells oso of our rooms. :/

haven been having much mood to post abt what i've been doing. i guess nth much. just fallin deeper in love n preparing for FTT perhaps. n oso driving. hope i can pass driving by end of this yr.

2010-08-15T16:07:00.001+08:00

life's really great with you arnd :DDD

Thank you :)

2010-08-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

i screwed up.....

2010-08-09T23:19:00.001+08:00

just wna say thank you.=)

for?

for being around in my life =)

2010-08-06T18:17:00.003+08:00

realise been dam long since i updated. a hell of a week chionging MCT and all de dam reports. and its finally over, we deserve this long break. but of course not forgettin exam =.=. thats de shitty part. life's been great, all too great. i mean spending time with your love one and all, how is dat nt great? =). been sleeping for kinda the entire today, nw im having abit of headache, i guess it'll go away soon enuff.

i cant wait for nxt tues, not de MJ part, most prob gna lose money, BUT I SWEAR, IF I WNA LOSE I WILL BRING U WITH ME ZHANG WEILONG! WE DIE TOGETHER! hahahaha. de most let den win, which i dun quite mind. any other ways...

saw my first sunset... (Y). timing couldnt be any better. sometimes things just go right when u dun plan it. hahaha. saw many aeroplanes. it was lyk, airplane on de right, sunset on the left. dno wna focus on which one. but i guess focusing on de centre is still de best. :) whats in de centre? a really cute n pretty girl. :D. LOL. shit bet hc or weilong read this part will puke. but who cares.

beautiful sunset =)

i love u :D

2010-08-01T12:07:00.003+08:00

just woke up, been so long since i had this feeling, waking up n as tho having a hangover. bad headache nw... owaes happens when i slp for too long n wake up too late. but i guess this isn't too bad compared to last time whr i would wake up at 4pm lidat. LOL.

pass few days has been fun, projects are being cleared day after day which is really gd =). left with Bnu exam on tues and MCT project and elnfas report, which i owaes tell myself "im gna start tml" but the tml nvr seem to come :/.

been spending quite alota time with my beloved for de pass week, glad dat i still rmb de xiang dang nian stuff and can hlp her :D. surprisingly i rmb ALOT of stuff. im wow-ed by it. hahaha. shall nt comment or go into details before this place becomes a hotspot for STALKERS like..... dowana say names.

hope redbull screw up tonight. crash and die.

hahaha hoechin send it to me long ago. funny.

2010-07-28T19:32:00.001+08:00

sometimes i hate afternoon naps... swings my mood when i wake up... :/

2010-07-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

a super great day tdy! hahaha :D. really happy ^^. sorry u hafta cab all de way dwn :(. feels lyk a waste of money. ><

de movie was nice :D. i tink i'll be watchin alot of money de nxt few months. hahaha was nt a movie person, but i guess i dun mind watchin with u :D so movie at ehub, i tink its nt a waste of money to watch dat sorcerer show. up till now i still dun reali noe de title. oh yes the sorcerer's apprentice. LOL.

durin de movie, de lady beside her was dam scary, LOL. she told me one. haha. she say de lady scolded de kids behind cuz dey made too much noise. haha. funny. XD but those stupid idiots reali dam noisy... =.=. stupid small kids, no consideration.

aft dat went library to compile abit of my efund report, while she studied her stuff. XD. den went to eat, was tellin her my hospital experience while eatin. >< de painful past... horrible... hope i remain healthy n fit.

den sent her home n rushed home for f1!!!!! mclaren dint do too bad, 4th n 5th. a ferrari 1 and 2. but ferrari ain a threat, dey are abt 100 points behind. LOL. GO MCLAREN!!! really happy dat she's interested in f1 as well aft tellin her ^^. haha. tot she wun bother. XD.

so anws, a reali great day! i shall continue compiling my efund report. i tink im a little sleeeepy.

2010-07-21T16:55:00.001+08:00

i tink heok is on a spree =.=. to get ur phone confiscated by him totally sucks. hope u get it back asap =(. its torturous... i rmb gettin my phone confiscated by heok before =.=. a complete stealth assasin. i only got my phone confiscated once in my entire sec sch life AND IT WAS BY HIM.

i completely rmb, was having free period cuz history teacher nvr come, it was sec3! den teacher nvr come of course use handphone only. den he just walk pass... n ask me come out of de class. and ask me surrender my phone. i knew he's nt de guy to argue with, so gd thing i dint argue n give him. and gd thing he passed my phone to de history teacher. whom i very shou with. LOL. so got it back safely. :/

kinda suck. miss u alot ><

2010-07-20T19:54:00.001+08:00

:/ i dun seem to noe what to do... to tok abt it, or to keep it to myself n endure it thru hopefully it'll get better? :/

2010-07-18T23:32:00.001+08:00

best day ever. :)

when will i get to see u again?

2010-07-17T20:07:00.003+08:00

want to mahjong? im nt de right guy to approach.

want to go singapore pools? u're asking the wrong guy.

want poker? ask someone else.

im hereby declaring that i will CUT DOWN on all acts of gambling. yes ppl, mark my words. u can tempt me all u want but, I WILL NT FALTER. WITH THE POWER OF LOVE! I WILL DO IT. i will rock the world and catch this nation by storm.

tdys driving startin kinda sucky, cudnt get de hang of changing de gear n all. n de fella scolded me cuz i too violent with his gear. LOL. i shud be more gentle with it. hahahaha. maybe cuz his car spoiling. LOL.

2010-07-16T20:14:00.001+08:00

i hereby officially quit ALL facebook games. hahaha

i did PT tdy! LOL. startin deres dis fear but aft awhile, i realise i can actly do it. did quite abit of runnin n its been dam long since i last sweat so much alr. i sweat until my entire shirt was wet, disgustin wet kinda wet. gd thing i brought along another shirt. :D. i tink i shud continue to do PT with em.

i guess projects are going well, not all done. still have quite alot. cleared of CDS project. elnfas ppt done too, but nt report tho. screw de reports :/ lets hope nxt week goes well. WELL! at least i have sth to look forward to nxt week! :D hahaha.

deres owaes have sth to look forward everyday :):):)

2010-07-15T19:48:00.002+08:00

hahaha i just gave WL a super nice story plot to write on :D. my compo skills still intact. or more lyk my crapping out stories skills still intact. hahaha. jiayou writing. :)

abit guilty nt being able to hlp nor do anything bout ur oral, but nvrtheless, it'll turn out well! if a german can get distinction for olvl chi oral, u sure can. :D. hahaha.

thank you for ur morning calls everyday :D. IM ON A PUNCTUALITY SPREE!!! its now 4 days straight alr n tml will probably be de 5th! best alarm clock i have ever gotten. to those who are still coming late, SUCK ON THAT. :P no more rushing outa hse every mornings, nw can slowly take my time n prepare for schooool. hahahaha.

thank you for making my everyday so happy :):):)

2010-07-15T00:58:00.003+08:00

everything is getting dumb... gta control negative emotions. deres no one to tell, ok dere is but i dowana tell anyone. :/ kinda suck.

dun tink dirty, its all decent stuff..... =.=

elnfas ppt done i guess. at least sth to smile abt tonight.

grant me strength and power to endure this. :) but i dno who to grant from.

2010-07-14T18:46:00.002+08:00

no more world cup for 4 yrs. :( life gna have 1 lesser thing in it. but i guess life just added 1 major thing, ok cant use thing, 1 major person. so im fine without the world cup.

so many projects getting due, worrying bout mct de most...

its bnu, elnfas n efund later. :)

2010-07-10T12:51:00.003+08:00

and so... nw waiting for 2pm before leaving house for tuition. been wondering if i shud ask for payment aft each session, den i can get 50 bucks each time i go. since im reali tight on cash now :/. dno if its too much. i dno if i have de courage to do so oso. since money is owaes a sensitive issue.

pass few days have been great, skipping lectures and all. going out, chilling out. hahaha. :X. n de other day, it was thursday i tink. yup thurs, saw this super duper nice rainbow. it was a perfect rainbow, nvm, suo wei, a picture tells a thousand words.

sorry my camera 2mp only. but anws, de colour was thick n clear, not those fadish kinda rainbows. even my sucky phone cam can take it. yea de rainbow was just abv my hse, how cool was dat. everyone literally stopped n took out deir phones n took a pic of it. even drivers in deir cars, when it was red light, dey were using deir phones to snap it dwn.

i wanted to chase aft de rainbow n go to de end to find a pot of gold. but i guess i did nt have de time nor energy to run to de end before it disappears. dere goes my gold.

ytd's ncc was alright, fell dwn. been super long since i actly fell dwn. a nice exp. :X. retarded. but yea. anws..... did some exercises too ytd, found out my lungs are nt quite ready. its abt time i build up my stamina. i have built up my arms n all alr, wads left is probably my stamina. but i figured out runnin alone can be quite dangerous. i guess ima start with swimming, sth im more comfortable with n better at. hope dad comes back soon so i can go TMCC swim.

2010-07-08T21:00:00.001+08:00

dam its over for germany this world cup. but no worries, u have captivated my heart long ago with your great game play. 1 bad game will nt make my heart waver. LOL. dang sounds retarded but yea. lyk me being super loyal to mclaren. i will be to germany. :)

i saw a really nice rainbow just now walking home, i'll post de picture tml maybe. feeling tired now, guess im gna sleep soon.

2010-07-08T00:06:00.003+08:00

ytd's mahjong was kinda horrible. LOL. record worse. hahaha. dint manage to slp much either. n i realise how comfortable my hse sofa is to slp on. LOL. gd thing dint slp in my room last night, would have frozen with others. XD hahaha.

germany n spain later! excited excited. DEUTSCHLAND! germany ftw.

had driving just now oso. was great! i tink i did well. dint stall de car at all :D. was fun. was great. it felt just great sittin in de driver's seat. cant wait for nxt week's driving. de car kinda.... LOL. messy n old. but it felt smooth n great when driving. lyk initial D's AE86. its a honda civic 1990. LOL. car plate SBR... but forget abt de fact, n it feels lyk driving a sports car.

campin for ltr's match... kinda nth to do now. sian.

im gettin the feeling all over again :).

2010-07-05T23:24:00.003+08:00

lotsa tots running thru my head now.....

firstly, i realise deadlines are closing in fast. lyk nxt nxt week n stuff lidat. but, I FOUND DE MOTIVATION TO CHIONG ALL DE WAY. CUZ HOLS ARE JUST 3 OR 4 WEEKS AWAY!!! YEA!!! LOL. dats lyk a big push to chiong all de way.

where's de heart? whr's my heart. dun tell me at de left side of de chest. if u say dat den... U'RE TOO SHALLOW! :) i guess i have found whr my heart is or will be.? probably. i dno. if i start tinkin abt it again it'll nvr end.

n shit tdy i overslpt, dint hear de bloody alarm at all. LOL. gd thing brandon called mi if nt cant wake up sia. but woke up n met up with de guys n went tamp eat first. supposed to catch a movie but de mall was packed with sec sch kids. a terror. stupid youth day. but went to ws arcade anws. street fighter was fun. I FINALLY BEAT DE BLOODY BOSS WHO CAN RESPAWN 3 TIMES N U CANT RECOVER UR LIFE CUZ DEY CHEAT! LOL. a glorius achievement. n i kicked bakhtiars ass, lyk usual la. nt surprising.

den played dis shootin game. kinda suck at it. wei long de pro. FIELD MARSHAL HAHAHA. but he kena wad i kena last week, head pain. LOL. lucky tdy nvr. dint stick to de street fighter screen for too long (Y). N DE ARCADE ITS A CHEAT! DAYTONA IS 1 DOLLAR NOW! INSTEAD OF DE 50 CENTS. WTH! WHY RAISE DE PRICE! WNA ZAO FAN! ANGRY

u give us lousy n spoiling machines, n den charge us so bloody expensive?! stupid times zone, or izit called zone x, or x zone. STUPID ARCADES! dun open ur arcade with all de similar names! zone here zone dere. =.=.

MCT tml..... haiz. oh oh oh, driving on wednesday night! kinda exciting. at night sia. more blindspots. LOL. can on de headlights. LOL. if it rains even more ho seh. cant see shit. LOL. before u noe it drive drive drive, got someone in front of u. *bang! dead person. :X LOL. k nvm.

AND FMA JUST FINISHED!!! a GREAT SHOW! de best i've seen probably. omg man. too good. so sad no more alr. GREAT SHOW.

GO GERMANY!

2010-07-02T21:16:00.003+08:00

tdy was kinda horrible. rained lyk no tml... rained de entire aftnoon. n my shoes were wet. so i wore em without my socks. ok go ahead call me smelly or anything. =.=. at least it was abit more comfortable without de socks. LOL.

k anws... had netfund which was horrible. omg so darn horrible. he just went on n on n on. non stop. brazil n holland ltr :D. DUN LET ME DWN BRAZIL. argentina n germany tml. im supporting germany but... having doubts if dey can win :/ dam... hope dey win.

its been so long since i took a bus frm ahs go home, n i fell aslp for de entire trip, n den wake up spot on, right before my stop. LOL. had a nostalgic feeling. hahahaha funny. dats wad happened just nw. fell aslp all de way. XD. was kinda shiok honestly. i can owaes seem to wake up on time when its time to alight. hahahaha.

quite a resemblance dun u say. LEWIS LOOKS LYK LEWIS.

2010-06-30T20:09:00.003+08:00

it has been really happening this week n last week. running arnd watching the world cup, hanging out more with frens becuz of de world cup, visiting pools more often becuz of de world cup, staying up even later becuz of de world cup and lookin forward to tomorrows BECUZ OF DE WORLD CUP. world cup makes life happier. i guess dis would probably be de best world cup. tink abt it, de nxt world cup maybe in NS =.=. or maybe just finish ns. hahaha dis time is de best, gd frens arnd n stuff. yup :)

life has been reali healthy, i have adopted de habit of bringin a water bottle to sch n DRINKING DE WATER. i owaes dun drink water when im out, lyk de entire day, de only time i drink is when i eat n den buy drink. n dat drink is nt healthy either. LOL. so.... thnx alot.

been rather ill recently, de crazy cough, in de middle of classes i would go abt coughin n de entire class will hear me cough. de sore throat, de flu. all de nonsense. hahahaha. wonder wad will life be lyk at de end of de world cup :/ definitely less interesting. sian. hahaha.

meet the enoki mushroom. de name obviously suggests its frm japan. but what if, its actly frm germany? hmmmmm...

2010-06-27T02:21:00.003+08:00

wads de point of going aft something dats impossible to reach...

putting dat aside. life has taken a big turn. i've finally adapted to my "new" life. but doesnt mean i can accept it. a huge hole which needs someone to mend... de hole seems to be gettin bigger as time goes. :/

tdy saw dis couple kissing in de bus... just in front of me. there's a fine line between loving n being disgusting. dat was obviously being disgusting. being disgusted means being deprieved. being loving is respect, respect for de ppl arnd em n respect for each other. if u're deprieved, go somewhr without anyone n do ur stuff. =.=. yea. :X

gd thing dey boarded n i alighted a few stops aft dat. if nt i'll just alight at any stop n get on de nxt bus.

2010-06-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

hmmmm a very eventful week. not much studying, alot of other stuff. a sleep deprieved week oso. falling ill soon, but it seems i wun. :). muahahaha.

anws... been awhile someone actly nags at me. nt awhile, very long... somehow i kinda want it. at least someone actly cares tho. nw it just feels off. k nvm.

projects deadline gettin closer n closer. not gd. oh nos. hahaha. n i guess life is more or less back to normal. i tink.

2010-06-23T19:53:00.004+08:00

more or less got a sneak preview of all my results thnx to tdy's apel. im kinda surprised myself, to be honest when i take exams, its a gamble. LOL. yea seriously i owaes gamble on exams. im not those kind, chiong study everything n den no matter wad hits u, no prblm for u. im those kind that, "wa dis one difficult n chim, k skip, hope tml dun come out" LOL. yea seriously. but of course im still abt to score is because i have de basics. but those abit advance one...... i dun reali bother.

yea shit everything is linked to gambling these days. k anws. i did pretty well, i must say im reali lucky this time round. no funny questions... those i studied all come out... I CAN NVR ASK FOR ANYTHING BETTER! :D. yup. nt a greedy person... lyk someone in class =.=. cant stand it when u do so well alr den u still demand for more marks n tink u did badly. these ppl dun spare a tot for those who dint do so well. so yea.

n i have reconsidered on gettin a bmx all over again. dno last night suddenly hit mi dat, its kinda a waste of money. i dun exactly need it, n i've been spending way alot these pass few months or sth. i tink i shud save up abit more, for my future. no either if i want to go overseas for further studies either. well if something sticks me here i guess i wun go, if nt i probably will :/. i dno... abit hard to decide. i guess i wun decide now.

MARVEL VS CAPCOM 3!!! omg i saw de trailer n gameplay. IT'LL BE A GREAT GAME! seriously. omg. i confirm will buy it. but de thing is... its releasing nxt yr may. =.=. shit dats almost a year n im alr gettin excited abt it. i hate dis. :/. hahaha cant wait to PWN BRANDON'S ASS IN IT. obviously i will. HAHA. look foward to using ryu n dante. dante was de least expected character i expect to be in de game. hahaha. i guess capcom forever gna vs marvel. LOL.

HAHAHAHA my first handphone. LOL. xiang dang nian. XD no idea how i got dis pic either. LOL

2010-06-21T19:02:00.001+08:00

goodnight world.

2010-06-21T17:22:00.001+08:00

dint slp last night. hahaha. tdy was de rare days i was on time for a 9am lesson. hahaha. i cant slp nw... gta eat before i slp. nida ren for nw =.=

got back some results. nt too bad. nt too bad.

2010-06-21T04:26:00.002+08:00

o m g holy shit. i still cant slp. school starts in less den 5 hrs. i gta wake up in 3hrs ltr. =.=.

screw it, kaka dun deserve de 2nd yellow card. de loser banged into him n got injured. =.=. kaka just stood dere. loser much. low class referees in world cup. first was de one in de germany n serbia match. nw dis one. irritating.

either way, i cant slp. im betting on another match, altho i said i was nt going to. :X. shit.

i tink de africa world cup song quite nice. HAHAHA. de france one in 98 was still de best tho.

2010-06-20T23:14:00.003+08:00

somehow dis really suits wad im feeling...

First day of school he took his hat.

Full of sorrows he couldn't share.

Pack his bag and left the house.

He wonder if this is what he wants.

LOL. i want a new bike :D bmx bike. i want learn some stunts. LOL. i tink gna be fun. :D hopefully can clinch a gd deal. hopefully i dun break my limbs while learning :X

2010-06-20T01:35:00.002+08:00

finally... i have moved on. :)

at least i dint do something bad.

2010-06-19T04:29:00.002+08:00

i cant slp again..... i dno why.

england drew with algeria. screwed up world cup i would say.

sick n tired of flipping arnd on de bed n trying to slp.

tired of gettin hit dwn agn n agn. i may nt be able to stand up soon if dis goes on.

2010-06-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

so into the world cup fever now. it is definitely not complete without goin into singapore pools n giving em some money. lyk the noose episode 3 said... "people are happily giving us money, so we (singapore pools) are happily taking the money. It's a win-win situation". LOL. funny shit.

tdy went to nich's hse to do project, good progress, good progress. n i had the bomb today...

yes that was the bomb. cheap and tasty, wad more do u wna ask for. the double cheeseburger. just $2 and it can satisfy every taste bud on ur tongue. dun agree with me? den its war.

tml is a day full of plans. de bad thing is gta wake up early in de morning at 6+. den gna visit de singapore pools. n gna go watch germany match. yup.

i hope everything goes well for you. :/ i really do. goodluck.

2010-06-17T02:39:00.003+08:00

thinking over n over n over again. dis is de best analogy. everything's a chest game. im just moving my chess pieces to get the jiang n win de game. if u played chinese chess with me before, i move without tinkin for reali long, maybe dats why i suck at it. i take it as a game, whr losing doesnt reali matter.

but in real life losing has big consequences. i've been zooming life thru smoothly, i recall someone saying dis before, someone frm ncc. cant rmb who. dat i've nvr faced big setbacks before. its pretty much true. i've owaes gotten pretty much wad i set my eyes on. probably i dun set my eyes on difficult or impossible stuff. nt a dreamer lyk..

i downa go VJC. i just wna have a decent sch n stuff. TP's fine for me alr.

i dowan de hottest girl in singapore or school. someone who loves mi n fits is enuff.

i dun hafta buy de most expensive stuff, lyk a prada wallet (oops i have one). a billabong is enuff? LOL. k dat dun reali applies.

i dun hafta have de number 1 family, i just make do with wad i have now. which isn't much to brag abt but im fine with it.

maybe dats why life's been good n i move my chess pieces fast without having to tink. so now im stuck... i dno wad move to make. im tinkin over n over. lyk an old man who plays chinese chess (literally) at de coffee shop, who takes forever to make a move. i tink im worse. each time i decide to move sth, i pull my hand back n tinks again. im stuck.

nvr have i been in dis situation. a strong feeling, my first major setback in life? well i probably have big setbacks, but not 1 major enuff for me to remember. i do make wrong moves last time but nt big enuff to regret n mourn over it till now. ok yes i do have 1 or 2, but dats nt de point.

yea i dno wad to move... cornered. its lyk de opponent has 2 pao, 2 ma n 2 che, while i only left with 2 che without any pao n ma. not a huge disadvantage, i can still turn it arnd, but its gna take quite alota effort. im bottling things up big time. been bottling things up for life. im nt de kind who will just empty de stuff out to anyone, sorry. im nt de kind. de stuff i tell u may seem personal to me but its actly nt.

dere are 1 or 2 or 3, whom i probably can n wish to bottle out to, but... i do not wish to further elaborate. dowana spill de beans.

either way, im in a pinch. go ahead n just pinch mi. sometimes it'll be gd if my lungs were to burst now... den i can just lie in hospital de whole day n nt do anything. literally nt do anything. just lie dere... n feel de pain. dis is a reali gd time.

ps... im nt emo =.=. i just dno wad to do. confused is nt emo. haha.

omg leh, cant rmb who sent mi dis, but...de fat person is so like tingting. LOL. HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-06-14T02:13:00.003+08:00

:) bought 2 shirts today. im broke. shit de week has nt even started. dno if can last thru, esp wednesday. T.T.

MCLAREN DID IT AGAIN! 2nd one and two in a row consecutively. omg great. it felt great when button overtook alonso for 2nd. it felt great to see webber's tires wear off n getting overtaken by hamilton. hahaha. everything felt great. starting de race was kinda scary, when red bulls had de advantage over de tires. but everything worked fine aft that. which was great.

shit kinda tired now, dno can last thru de germany n australia match, i wna watch germany. T.T.

haiz. i dno who to go to. sux. sorry hoe chin u cant hlp. lets hope i can get thru monday smoothly.

2010-06-12T07:18:00.003+08:00

waiting for my hair to dry again =.=. before i slp. kinda irritating. shud invent a machine whr u wear it over ur head n 1sec ltr hair dry alr. LOL. everyone would buy it.

anws, de night was kinda gd, had bad luck, but snailing was great. :):):) dint lose nor win. hahaha. glad i dint lose.

MEXICO DRAW WITH SOUTH AFRICA?! stupid linesman, seriously. FIFA shud just fire him. pluck out his eyes. lucky nvr buy, if not i will smash de whole tv into bits. de horns were irritating. thruout de match just hear de horns. =.=. dey shud ban it.

star ocean is getting greater n greater by de chapter. :D love it. hahaha.

im having so much 2nd tots... :/ screwed up shit. someone guide me.

2010-06-10T02:09:00.002+08:00

i sorta star ocean-ed de whole day tdy. feel so bonded with my ps3... one of de great few days whr u can just sit dwn n play de whole day without worrying, "shit i tink i forget to do something". life's gd that way... i lvled up alot on star ocean. LOL. im still dam far frm completing the game tho... k shall slowly play.

recently quite a few ppl have come to know this great saying, "with perseverance the snail reaches the ark" n quite a few have been using it. well im nt gna be an ass n claim dat i made dat up cuz i dint. sheng chao did. an old ncc fren. so de least if u wna use dat saying, quote dat name. LOL. or u can quote as lewis' fren. n i realise i pronounce my own name differently. im nt used to pronouncing my own name.

in fact i feel weird saying my own name, lyk, "hey im lewis." i feel weird when i reach de lewis. feels foreign to me. maybe becuz my name is supposed to be antonio but not lewis. LOL. n if im frm spain, i would be born in de state of Barcelona or Tarragona. k i prefer tarragona. tarragona it shall be. a tarragonian spanish. LOL. sounds lyk a food name but its fine.

tml, or more like tdy, will be quite a day i guess. ncc in de morning, den arcade in de aftnoon, n mj at night. hope i can survive. hope i dun overslp in de morning n late for training. nt a nice thing to do, altho nth will happen to me if im late. nvr the less, a good impression is owaes good. :)

2010-06-08T22:18:00.005+08:00

stupid headache, splitting my head into 2... just took 2 pills, dint wna take em n just wna go to slp, but i realise i cant slp. =.=. de pills have bad side effects but screw it, i rather have em then endure de pain.

BTT today :]. passed it of course. was de first to complete it n first to leave as well. i tink i startled de others doing. then when i was applyin for my pdl, dere's this china guy who dno how to read english, so i hafta translate the application form for him. =.=. omg man my chinese sux BUT I STILL DID IT! LOL. de only difficult i had was, "automatic" and "manual" car. LOL. funny shit, me n wei hua were lyk... "na ge na ge auto de che". den he went lyk, "???". but in de end we just did stupid hand signs lyk changing de gear n wei hua said "cai3 clutch" n he got it. LOL. we looked lyk idiots i tink.

den played ps3 aft thousands of years... i tink 1 rpg game can last mi for a year when u can complete it in a mth. given how often i play it. hahahaha. n no brandon, i will only RDR when i strike 4D.

life kinda suck... im nt gna say why. dowana make dis an emo post.

I lack the courage to do it...

2010-06-07T04:57:00.001+08:00

leaving hse in 2 hrs time. i shall study for BTT now, just in case aftwards aft training i fall aslp until the nxt day morning. XD.

:/ i have no idea why i still seem so confused, even after deciding, there's owaes doubts. :/

2010-06-06T19:30:00.001+08:00

shit... my body clock is screwed... i just woke up... =.= i slpt for the whole day time.

2010-06-06T07:36:00.002+08:00

this is like gna be de last post. gna wait for my hair to dry before going to sleep. LOL. dumb shit. just dat today i reached home later den ytd. screwed up.

ok anws ended up mahjong-ing again, this was not planned, they dint have enough players so i was pulled in last minute. i guess they kinda regret. the feeling was great. negatived 2 ppl's drawers and almost emptied 1 person's drawer. won quite a handful. i guess ima buy 4D ltr with the winnings alr.

had some drink oso, just a teeny bit. im wondering what time i'll wake up ltr on. see who will come msg me to wake me up =.=. i guess dere wasnt much happening. apart frm me winning money. k im dosing off as i slp... shall camp for my hair to dry and then slp. :)

remember go dentist monday @ 1330.? its stuck in my head now. shit.

2010-06-05T06:41:00.002+08:00

:) now waiting for my hair to dry before sleeping.

the week has been a fast paced week, back to back exams n stuff, non stop studying. i guess exams went kinda well. yup.

NEchallenge finally over! was a great success. a big relief for me... a big burden off my back. in fact now i feel uneasy when i have nth to do. i will scared dat i have sth to do dat i forget. :/ irritating. ok i cant tink properly now, kinda half dead. i woke up more den 24 hrs ago n did not slp. woke up at last morning at 6am.

was nice of you to wake me up at 6am, if not i probably wouldnt make it, cuz u called after de alarm rang alr, n i turned it off. :X thanks alot :). shit my eyes closing. but my hair nt drying. damn. went arcade aft de paper, wasn't that fantastic, maybe cuz of de gay guy playing street fighter. ultimate nerd. lol. daytona was great as usual. hahahaha.

ok de back of my leg is stinging now, de abrasion frm just now, stupid bike pedals. one day dey decide to rust im screwed, been scratching my legs without fail.

mjp was horrible. mahjong was great, good thing mahjong could cover up my losses at poker. =.=. im nt gna touch poker cards.

tired tired tired.

2010-05-30T23:02:00.002+08:00

A GREAT TURKISH GRAND PRIX! YEA! altho i dint watch it, i made it back for de highlights. now at m'sia channel having a broadcast, im gna watch it. anws...

GLORY TO MCLAREN!!! YEA! 1 AND 2! EAT DIRT RED BULL! mclaren is top on constructors champion ship oso!!! however they cant rest yet, they are just a point ahead. GREAT RACE! and i gta ang bao today :) $10 bucks. LOL. :D. still munneh.

not much studying today :/ shit man... i dno if im too laid back or what. ok in fact no studying today =.=. i merely flipped thru some books. im gettin kinda worried. shit shit shit. so gna regret later.

YEA ROCK ON!

2010-05-29T23:45:00.004+08:00

hahahaha tdy's kinda eventful. woke up and den went brandon's hse to study. ok not study, more like teach him only. so basically today i dint reali study, i just revised by teaching him. guess it went kinda well, just dat i still dno how to do some qns. :/. hopefully monday morning got time to learn.

then i almost died during dinner. literally die. i almost choked on my rice n almost died. I HANDLED DE SITUATION WELL! i was darn hungry, so i was stuffing chicken rice down. :X. hahaha den some rice went into my windpipe. cuz i was trying to breathe n swallow =.=. den i suddenly felt sth blocked down my throat. it wasnt my gullet. i noe it. den i started to grasp for air when i realise i cant get any air... dats when i noe food went into my windpipe, n i noe it went down pretty far.

i kept calm, i faster put down my rice n stopped chewing/swallowing/breathing as well. i held my breath for awhile, let de body do it. den i felt sth moving up my throat area, de windpipe was pushing de food up, but not enuff!!! dats when i really needed air alr. so i initiated coughing n pounded my chest. dats when i felt sth gross, i felt some rice in my gullet, AND DE FOOD WAS OUT! LOL. HENG SAI MAN. LOL. HAHAHAHAHA. dats when i started breathing lyk nuts n keeping de remaining food in my mouth. omg man. i tot i was gna die for a moment. lucky de SAF medic course taught us wad to do when ppl choke.

things u shud take note when u choke on sth, DUN DRINK WATER OR EAT MORE FOOD TO PUSH IT DOWN! it'll get worse. u see those tv shows? dey owaes hug de person n squeeze, yea dats de right way to get choked food out. its not reali hugging or squeezing, its actly u pound his rib area. whr to pound? i sorta forgot. its somewhr at de chest. yup. hahaha.

yea dat was dinner, a close shave to hell... omg man i dowana eat so fast ever again :X. DEN IT WAS F1! hamilton put up a good fight against red bulls. in fact MCLAREN DID! it was a good fight. i noe dey can do it! DEY WILL NT GO DOWN LYK FERRARI! ferrari is lyk, dno wad de hell dey doin alr. dam sucky. 1st was webber frm redbull, 2nd was hamilton, 3rd vettel n 4th button. hopefully tml can watch. :/. GO MCLAREN!

den went out to buy de ear phones for NEchallenge. lalala. was lyk an idiot seh. LOL. we cleared all de stocks on de shelf. we literally took all. bought 12 ear phones in total. de person at de cashier was O.O. she wasn't prepared seh. LOL. she took dam long to scan all de ear phones. she slowly scan 1 by 1. den wads worse was, i paid all 10 dollar notes. total was 154 dollars, she counted lyk nuts. den de first time she count until $90 den she lost count. LOL. den she had to restart! hahahaha! i tried my best not to laugh man! gd thing i dint :D. LOL funny shit. yup now tying up some admin issues for friday's NEchallenge. hope de event goes well :/

hahaha check it out. :D sonicgear ear phones. de quality nt very gd, but it looks dam nice n colourful. so i tink de participants will lyk it. XD. hahaha.

2010-05-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

YEA! finally done with new blog skin. phew. took me long enuff. 2 hrs to be exact. dere goes my study time. :/ but whatever. hahaha. i feel lyk i was doin MCT when editting de codes. LOL. i seem much better with more MCT knowledge.

hope u all tink its nice :)

2010-05-28T19:24:00.003+08:00

so proud of my achievements today. more or less done with maths. :). left with qn B2... de draw graph one, which i dno how to draw. shall figure dat out ltr. hopefully i can if nt gta ask for hlp alr. i guess i'll study efund tml. becuz efund on friday n friday is oso de NEchallenge...

hmmmmmm... my gadgets in my room are heating up. speakers getting hot, ps3 gettin hot, tv getting hot, laptop getting hot. becuz my room is so hot... just turned on my air con to cool em dwn, before turning em on again n continue to study. tml gna be another boring day studying. but... i guess its better this way, cuz studyin SAVES MONEY! LOL. unless u're an idiot who goes to a cafe or restaurant to study den as u study u keep ordering food n drinks.

my master piece. what izit made from? the box is de tictac mango flavour sweet box. de hands are papers which i stuck em on. n i used marker to draw on it. :D little art pieces which i do in class when im bored.

2010-05-28T02:27:00.001+08:00

my head says no, but my heart cant say no... im not following my head anymore...

2010-05-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

today's last day of school! holidays!!! well thats wad de sec sch kids are tinking... NOT US!

ours is... yea last day of sch, exams nxt monday. =.= haiz. sian creative nvr called back. i tink dint get de job... de guy cheated us, he say most likely will get. WHY LIDAT! i hate scammers who get ppl's hopes up. i hate you... i hope creative gets bought over by apple or another company. die.

k anws shall rest for de night n start studying tml... feeling kinda tired, slpt too late last night watching guiness book of world records. :D FANTASTIC SHOW! HAHAHA. its dam cool to see ppl push to their limits. jerrold will be featured in nxt yr's copy. LOL. cover page somemore. :X

i realise ppl are not selling a lot of mp3 anymore... i tink give it a year dey will stop producing mp3s... cuz everyone is buying apple n its nt a lucrative business to sell mp3s anymore. UNLESS U CAN BEAT APPLE! so little choices nowadays... horrible.

i've come to realise how valuable 5cents is. i cant believe it... i was short of 5 cents... i wasn't thick skin enuff to ask de auntie, "aunty arh, 5 cents only, can dun count?". gd thing i checked de price before buying, if not dam paiseh, buy alr short of 5 cents. its owaes gd to check prices if u have little money in ur wallet.

i've decided which path i wana take... it'll be de longest n most grueling path.. but i guess its to atone for de sins n inferiority... i may not reach de end successfully but i'll still take it. im nt gna take de easy way out again...

2010-05-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

OMG! i love this article. HAHAHAHAHA! MCLAREN KICK SOME ASSES! if u lazy read all, u just read de heading n de last paragraph can alr.

Neale: Watch out Red Bull, McLaren are coming through

Red Bull may be riding high in both championships, having scored every pole position plus three victories from the opening six rounds of 2010, but McLaren’s Jonathan Neale is certain their advantage won’t last the entire season. And during a Vodafone McLaren Mercedes 'Phone-In' session, Neale revealed he believes his team could close the gap to the frontrunners very soon.

“Let’s suppose Red Bull are maybe 0.8 second or a second ahead at some circuits,” began the McLaren managing director. “Based on our own experience, we know that we closed a 2.5 second-a-lap gap between the start of the season and Hungary last year. So we’ve demonstrated that kind of gradient is doable. They have a quick car so now it’s just up to the rest of us to get the job done.

“I suspect that they won’t have that advantage all season. I think they are eminently catchable and we fully intend to do that. It’s all still to play for. At the moment Red Bull have the upper hand, but I’m confident that won’t be the case by the middle of the season.”

Although clearly optimistic McLaren have what it takes to catch the championship leaders, Neale admitted that the British team still have their work cut out to improve their car’s qualifying pace, which in turn will enable drivers Jenson Button and Lewis Hamilton to make more of an impression on the results.

“I don’t think we’ve given Jenson or Lewis, a car that can put them at the front of the grid yet,” he said. “They’ve got their work cut out. Both are working really well, and in terms of the car both leave nothing on the circuit. The obligation is now on us as a team to give them a car to get the job done, not for the drivers themselves to look at what they need to do next.”

Neale freely acknowledged the team has lost out on points over the last few races because of procedural errors. From Hamilton’s DNF in Spain to the mistake in Monaco that saw Button retire after he was despatched with a foam bung left in one of his car’s sidepods, McLaren - like their rivals - know they must prevent similar issues in future.

“Formula One is not at all tolerant and nor should it be," he explained. "We came out of China on a high and then we dropped points in the last two races and, when it’s as tight as it is in the championship, you can’t afford to make those kinds of mistakes. You need to eliminate those from the game, like everyone else… I think Red Bull would say the same thing. If you look at the potential of that car, and the points that they didn’t score, I’m sure they have their own frustrations.”

While admitting it is something of a relief to know Red Bull have similar concerns, Neale is hopeful that McLaren’s experienced driver line-up will ultimately pave the way to rapid development progress.

Although there are plenty of differences in their driving styles, the similarities between Button and Hamilton are such that they free the engineering department to focus on specific areas rather than spreading themselves too thinly to suit each individual’s needs. This, Neale believes, could be important as the title battle hots up.

“Jenson and Lewis have slightly different preferences for braking, but you’re into a second order of magnitude, compared to fundamentals like suspension, wheelbase etc,” he concluded. “So we’re very happy that having these drivers doesn’t mean the chief engineer has to open up two or three development paths, which sap the organisation of energy.

“It means we can then focus on getting more downforce and getting more out of the tyres on to the car, which is essentially where we are going to close the gap to Red Bull. That and being operationally more effective.”

McLaren, currently third in the standings on 129 points to Red Bull’s 156, will be back in action at this weekend’s Turkish Grand Prix.

2010-05-24T23:25:00.004+08:00

today's outing was... to the arcade :):):) was GREAT. i believed everyone wna go back again. street fighter was fun. was kinda retarded as well, we were shouting lyk mad dogs when we used our ulti n kena each other. den when anyone of us won we would shout lyk some retard again. LOL.

den daytona was dam fun oso. we literally used up all de machines. LOL. n as usual, we were screaming lyk mad dogs while driving, overtaking, crashing, winning, losing. everything. i tink de entire arcade could hear our screams n shouts. LOL. lyk some pai kia lidat :X. hahaha but HECK. IT WAS FUN! ITS SO DARN FUN TO PLAY N SCREAM UR LUNGS OUT AT DE SAME TIME. gets u high n into the FUN MOOD! GUYS! AFTER TERM TEST NXT FRIDAY! ARCADE AGAIN! YEA! LOL.

my CDS term test tml... studying now. i seem to be kinda stressed but i dno over wad. i have no idea over wad. maybe cuz i fell aslp just nw while studying, when i woke up i've been feeling lidat. n i fell aslp in a bad position, made my neck ache lyk shit. =.=. n my head hurts oso. nt too bad now.

JUST WATCHED FMA. GREEEEEEEEEEEEED FTW! its a gd educational show abt de 7 deadly sins. hahahaha. btw dey are.. gluttony, greed, lust, envy, sloth, wrath aka anger, pride. :) we all definitely have em, but contain em as much as possible. need explanations? k lazy.

Daytona-ing. :DDD. i tink sega earn billions outa this simple yet fun game loh. LOL.

this is called multi-layering. my camera is taking wad another phone's camera is taking. this is to reduce image quality. LOL.

2010-05-23T15:00:00.002+08:00

looks like this place is nt gna close down. :X

shall try to put more stuff in, and extend my memory portal.

MCT research now =.=. not going pretty well... the contents are screwed up and hard to find. :/ hope i can get it done by today. since i wun have time tml cuz i gta study for CDS term test which is on tuesday. :( and wednesday dere is orgcom test as well. double :( then there's term test the week after... im dam scared for MCT... triple :(

2010-05-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

Closing down this place... :)

this blog has been with me for 5 years + alr. this is the 6th year i guess.

it shall serve as a memory portal for me now ^^

this is the 564th post. probably the last one alr. :)

maybe in future i'll decide to use it again. :)

2010-05-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

DONE WITH AEL VIDEO! HAH! if u reject one more time u shall feel my wrath. thnx alot den :D. LOL. time to relax n take a break for de rest of the night.....

how bout that, my work of art :) i editted de picture and drew the book.

2010-04-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

i spent the whole day sneezing... i literally sneezed non stop. it took away my mood to study. each time i write sth, i only can write a few words, lyk 5 or 6, den i hafta put down my pen to sneeze or wipe my nose.

thanks guys for the tissues, shaun contributed 3 packs, nicholas 2 packs, jerrold 2 packs, dennison 1 pack and danier 1 pack too.. n i used up 1 pack frm my own bag. dats a total of..... 10. LOL. i just drained 10 packs tdy in sch only... ><>

horrible day.

2010-04-25T23:48:00.003+08:00

as sch starts, so does work start to pile up. projects, assignments, other stuff. yup. all sorts of nonsense.

as work piles up, stress builds up. then stress management comes in. here's what i tink is the best stress management. dun procrastinate =.=. even if it means procrastinating for an hr. an hour is bad enuff. tink abt it, aiya i relax for an hr first, ltr den do. den when 1 hr is up, u tell urself sth else, lyk maybe im hungry nw i wana eat. n den it goes on. so do things nw. yup. nt later.

when stress builds up, so do emotions. then when ppl tok to u, u shut em out or piss em off. this is bad when its a grp project. ur kind fren just wana ask u some opinions den u just tell em to f* off cuz u're nt in a gd mood. den de grp got unhappiness n end of de day de results gets unhappy too.

so... end of de day, de one dat is evil is nt urself. ITS SCHOOL! hahahahahaha. no school, no problems! shut down school. if everyone dun study all together, u no nida scared abt being left out. the prblm with ppl are... u cant be left out. if u're left out, u're de loser of de society.

when everyone has good grades and u dun, u're de loser. but if everyone has bad grades and so do you, u're not loser anymore. SEE! u still having bad grades. so if u have bad grades, dun blame urself, blame those who get good grades, dey made u de loser. :D what a cool theory.

so....... nxt time anything u do, do tgt. if u start a new trend alone, ppl call u weird. but if alota ppl start tgt, its a cool new trend. tink u get de idea. dun forget to be with lotsa ppl if u wna revolutionise sth. :)

this is a no no in class... dun unzip ur pants n slip ur hand in... btw this is BRANDON SIM'S PANTS N FINGERS. HAHAHAHAHA

2010-04-19T01:48:00.001+08:00

a great shanghai GP :D. cant be any greater.

2010-04-17T15:07:00.001+08:00

disappointment... 5th n 6th?!

2010-04-17T02:06:00.002+08:00

sux... im hungry n sleepy again...

to eat feeling sleepy or to sleep feeling hungry?

2010-04-15T23:12:00.004+08:00

humans are more or less losers... if we dint have brains.

tink abt it... we dun have sharp claws, no sharp teeth, cant run fast, no strong muscles, NOTHING.

imagine if our brains were just ordinary, or worse below avrg compared to other animals... we are screwed man. we cant even eat chicken, cuz we cant kill it. we cant even eat it... we'll probably die frm lao sai aft dat.

imagine we can only eat veg, being hunted all de time, at the bottom of de food chain, which we are supposed to be. hahaha. becuz of our brains we are at de top.

power of the brain.

so use your brain, if not u wun survive.

many of us dun use em, dey just follow. ppl do what just follow, ppl say what just do. these ppl will screw up in life.

hahahaha sounds so serious but true, thats why i dun tolerate ppl who ask stupid qns. cuz dey dun tink, dun use deir brain, kinda disgust me sometimes.

things we do in class... sex.

2010-04-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

there's definitely no space left...

when there used to have all the space i want, i left it empty...

nw when it's full of things, i want to put things there...

kinda dumb.

2010-04-05T02:34:00.002+08:00

after a heavy storm comes sunshine and a rainbow.

at the end of the rainbow u'll find a pot of gold.

in that pot of gold u'll find gold.

with gold u'll find fortune

with fortune u'll find happiness

but u cant buy happiness

so after awhile u'll find sadness n loneliness

with loneliness comes emoness

with emoness u wana kill yourself

when u wana kill yourself u'll do it

then the story ends.

k i just wasted ur time making u read de whole shit. im just bored.

2010-03-30T20:12:00.001+08:00

a horrible day... whole body feel so stiff n energyless... maybe cuz i slept too much last night..

i mean i woke up at 4pm tdy...

must be. horrible day.

2010-03-28T15:51:00.003+08:00

A GREAT AUSTRALIAN GRAND PRIX! GREAT RACE! jammed packed with action, crashes n overtaking.

mclaren got 1st! woooo. go button. a job well done for a great strategy in changing de tyres first.

but sadly hamilton dun deserve a 6th at all. he monstered thruout the whole race. he went on an overtaking spree. he monstered his way from 11th up till 3rd. den de pit made a wrong move. dey had him to change his tyres...

if he hadnt had change he definitely will get 2nd or 3rd... really a dumb move by de ppl in de pit. he drove a great race, imba overtaking moves.

if de darn pit dint make mistake, mclaren probably be ahead of ferrari in constructors... T.T. so sad...

current constructor scoring:

Ferrari - 70

Mclaren - 54

Mercedes - 29

hahahaha feels lyk de good old days eh?

2010-03-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

ho js is all over de place... in case u duno who he is.. he's martin yan's brother :D

he's de guy on de left. he's my class care person aka form teacher or sth lidat... wth he keeps calling me n even emailed me... he's stalking me lyk no tomorrow.

obviously im not picking up his calls... if i do... its over for me.

STAY AWAY JS!

2010-03-22T02:14:00.002+08:00

its owaes simple to modfiy or copy an idea...

its even more convenient to make that modified idea seem lyk yours...

whats de hardest to do is to come up with a fresh new idea.

plagarism is a very serious offense...

u shudnt steal other ppl's idea..

if u decide to, at least give credit :)

if nt u're being an ass.

tml sch is starting... :( k not tml, today.

BUT NOT FOR ME! hahahahaha.

means the malls n other places will be emptier...

i want to earn more money. the job can be boring i dun care. 2 words enuff to keep me moving

"for money"

we shudnt compare to the ppl who are better den us... we shud compare to those who are worse den us... lidat we will learn to appreciate.

i dun lyk it when ppl compare to ppl better den em...

"walao his results so gd"

"wa his pay so high"

"wa his parents so gd"

i hate ppl lidat. why dun u tink of de ppl who are not as gd as u... dey will be tinkin

"f#%kers... so gd alr still complaining so much"

precisely. unless u are de worst, den nth to say. den u can complain all u want. u have de privelledge to do so. but if u're not... den appreciate wad u have n be happy for wad u did not get.

so hoe chin... STOP COMPARING UR PAY WITH OTHER PPL! :D

and ppl frm U901 aka nerd class... STOP COMPLAININ ABT UR ACADEMIC RESULTS.

cant stand it when nerds who get so high marks alr still complain n shit. pure cbs.

2010-03-20T01:05:00.001+08:00

YEA! i just killed a mosquito dat just tried to attack me... u're messing with de wrong blood.

work tml... gta reach dohby ghaut by 9... must wake up early T.T. but...

FOR MONEY!

2010-03-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

a to do list for a reminder to myself...

-dumb course video

-start to learn driving

-NYAA..=.=

-heritage trial...(NEchallenge)

-CAAS papers

-EARN MONEY!

2010-03-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

so tired aft 2 camps.. but dere were GREAT camps. :D

2010-03-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

im declaring war!.

against what?

MOSQUITOES!

yes im declaring war against mosquitoes...

its horrible, dey were everywhr in AHS.. dey came in battalions.. dey bit n drank lyk a feast..

n i scratched lyk no tml... scratched till i cudnt sleep. wth!

i just killed one just now in de toilet... YEA! it dint stand a chance in de toilet. why?

firstly toilets are owaes white.. so its easy to spot a black thing flying...

secondly, toilets are small... so it has no whr to run..

thirdly, de mosquito was huge! making it an easier target..

dint take mi more den 5mins to kill it..

anws de week has been rather eventful. had lotsa exercise :D

thats good. mainly on de legs. woooo. shuang.

shud exercise more... bring myself back to de old days.

hahahaha. n i bought sth oso.. now im broke. open my wallet n a butterfly will fly out.

oh n i swept de mahjong table de other day. it was massive. LOL.

sweep as in, ate all de money. i at all de money frm 1 player, almost ate all frm de other, n half frm de last player. hahahha.

i won a total of 22 dollars. 22.80 to be exact. haha. n 1 tai was only 10cents. LOL. how bout dat.

was lyk hitler blitz europe. hahaha.